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I dreamed about her…
Arguing with me about the last drop of whiskey in the bottle… My wildstyle, tattoed, fairly insane chick that I call my best thing next to sex… Livin’ the wild lifestyle was her thing… Getting drunk until 8 in the evening, coming home to get me to drive her to the club where she would flirt with a guy just to piss me off… Drinking a little more because she knows I fucking hate it when she’s too drunk… Then come to me and ask me to take her to her favorite spot to grab a bite… Her favorite spot being an expensive restaurant where I leave a shitload of money just because she forgot her purse at home… After eating she would just jump around the car while I’m driving home and screaming out the window : “FUCK YOU!!! I LIVE IT MY WAY!!!” And she really does… Even though I really fucking HATE it!
Getting home then start arguing again… About my shoes being left in the middle of the hallway, about her drinking habits, about the weed-sharing rules, about money, about pets we don’t even have, about me just going out with my boys too much, about the painting she bought with the vacation money, about every little freakin’ thing we can… We just show all our fangs and do our best to hurt each other…
“Kris, why the fuck did you get that new tattoo?!?”
“Why the fuck did you flirt with that guy at the bar?!?”
“Why do you always act stuck up when I’m drunk,Kris?!?”
And I can’t just tell her I want to protect her because she is my queen, my life, my lover… I can’t just fucking tell her… I can’t just tell her: “I love you!”. It would just piss her off some more… And then we would start fighting again…
After it all dims down… The fires goes out, we still get in the same bed, she still comes in my arms and she still tells me she is sorry… She is worried, she wants me to love her and she will be mine… Because at the end of the day my whiskey drinking, weed smoking, party addicted, tattoo wearing, sex driven, cigarette smoking baby loves me… And we will live like this forever and one more day just to make them mad…